| Just when everything gets going according to plan they throw a huge giant motherfucker sized rock in my way.
BAM. I've just hit it hard.
You mean to tell me the past 2 1/2 years of my life have been a waste of time.
You two will be fine. What about me? What about Codie? What about courtney?
You get scared and you run. We dont need lots of money, or a huge house to keep us happy. We just need each other for support.
I am a nervous wreck. We'll hate it. We really will.
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| Fact: Car accidents are not the nicest to be involved in.
It could have been worse, people could have been injured but my boyfriend was left with a sashed up car.
Things are about to get difficult.
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| No, i dont feel like making an entry i just want my st00pid looking pictures here.
Kthnx.
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| Why hello. I am actually making an entry into my xanga. How odd eh?
I always get online journals and i kinda lose interest as i'm sure you
guys most definately have. *sighs* Ohh well, venting needs to be done.
Vent, vent, vent. I am finding myself at a point at the moment where
little things are getting to me and certain people are bothering me (No
this does not include any of you). I'm feeling quite bitter lately, or
maybe just anxious to get out of here. I need to escape and i need a
break. A change of scenery. All will be delivered...but for the good, i
dont know?
If you have seen my msn name you will know that i am flying home
saturday and will arrive in england on sunday. It doesn't feel weird
leaving canada actually. At the moment i have nothing keeping me here
to be stuck inside these walls. getting out and actually living life
will do me a world of good.
I called up my real dad today (who lives in england for those of you
that get confused) and told him the news of how i wont be staying in
England for good but for a fair few months. My step mum and him were
quite upset, i could tell in their voices. I am only staying at home
for one reason, them. I feel i kinda owe it to them to stay there for a
few months now.
(Oh and for those of you that dont know, i am not staying in england
permenantly anymore because my dad got a promotion. At least i dont
think we are staying for good :/)
I promised to stay into the new year. It will be my first christams
without my mum. It's going to be hard without her i mean i've always
had her. Christmas at my nans though is so damn exciting and i've
missed that the past...2 years? hmm i think thats right :]
I dont really know how i will survive at my dads. He always used to
treat me like a little girl. I'm hoping that that has changed. If not
it will have to. I'm hoping me staggering in from a night out will show
him i'm not so small anymore heh :] Otherwise we'll have to sit down
and have a talk.
Side note: OMFG SPIDER ON THE WALL!
I am excited to se everyone's faces again. I'm waiting for the excitement to totally kick in though.
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| You're not living until you turn up kelly Clarkson and K-os really loud in the car.
Thank you for a GREAT day Andrew.
My highlight of the summer? Yesterday can most definately be counted as one of the few :]
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